Tomorrow- I meet with the entire Pasco County School System

Okay well maybe not all but several from school and the ESE program director. My prayer is we figure out a process for Marcus- maybe the class is too big- maybe maybe maybe- okay I am speculating and thinking too much- I know I am - it is what I do- stress out stress out and then it is all good- am I worried no- just want to figure what is best for him that is all-

So he is at grannie and pa paws and had a pretty good day today he earned his cowboy hat towear- he loves it- and pa paw gave it to him

so I was able to get my hair cut and go pick up a few things at the store they I worked in my front yard- a little bit -pulling weeds and replacing my edger- so relaxing I just finished it- I started at 9 or so - had Isaac out with me until he decided to drag me across the sidewalk towards another dog- road rash on my knee - thanks Isaac-

now it is off to bed- I have a busy schedule at work and then my meeting at 3:30 I will blog to let you all know how the meeting went

Okay here is my new do- even though it is not quite styled- I need to spike it our a little more but hey I like it

Not too bad today

Well I spoke with grannie and pa paw a few times today and his day was pretty good up until later this evening- which I attribute to 1. being tired and 2. he misses me.

Hopefully tomorrow it will be another good day-

Work went well- I slept decently last night-

I have wonderful friends and family that care for me and are there when ever I need them to be there- sometimes not knowing what to do.

I was taken out to dinner but a surgical rep. today with other colleagues and it was so good-
I am able to access my email and internet through the help of Adam's advice

and now it is time to go eat some chocolate and go to bed for I will wake up early again tomorrow.

Suspended- atleast it was day 8 this year instead of day 1

UGH!

Yesterday was not a good day- My son did not have a good day at school- he just lost control and could not get back into reality- he threatened to bite- he had to be restrained- I had not seen him like that in a very long time.

Am I angry at him- no - upset yes-because I know he can do the right thing- he was created to be the kind, caring, gentle, and having self control person I know he can be.
I am going off on a tangent so hang on.
Am I angry with the staff - no way- they were trying there best- they want to see him do his best- they see that he is sweet - they see that he is smart( he got that from me you know).

I am angry with the fact the first 4 years of his life were not good- that he did not learn how to deal with things properly - that they did not get help sooner- he was a "handful and hyper" as the paperwork said- I am angry with the foster care system for continue problems- they did not see on visits.
I am angry for the fact that there are people out there can disrupt a childs life and not realize what an impact that does- he was imbedded with solving problems by lashing out- have I taught him differently yes- but the first 4 years are the most impressionable- I - with many of you helping are changing that.
You see Marcus does not have just ADHD he also has post traumatic stress disorder- and the slightest of things can set him off- less now then ever- but it still does -

We talked on the way to grannie and papaws last night about his choices he was very apologetic after he could focus-
I am frustrated because this is not how it was suppose to happen this year- I know I know new year - changes - strangers- trust building again- he has that problem.

As we were in the principals office yesterday he started off on a tangent again - he was sitting on my lap and I whispered in his ear - I still Love you no matter what- God created you to be kind and caring- and he melted - relaxed.

So we went to grannie and papaws- thank you grannie and papaw I hope he behaves for you for the next 3 days.

So he is out of school for 3 days- Friday I have a meeting with many school officials to figure out what the next and best step is for him. I just need God's guidance with this one- to let the school know what his needs are- what I need from the school system, etc- I want him to be successful more then anything else.

Last Day of Vacation from work

Well today is the last day of vacation from work- but I have not just been sitting around-
I have cleaned closets out- several of those deeped cleaned my bedroon and Marcus- caught up on all laundry- went grocery shopping by myself (that was nice) I took my time- made dinners actually - mixed things together and all that other good stuff- I am not a cook and if there are those who read this want to teach me - I think it is time- :)

I plan on doing one of those dinner places with my good friend Leslie when both of our schedules smooth out- when exactly will that be - maybe in the month of September.

Okay I sign up for soccer tomorrow with Marcus - it runs OCtober and November -I know it is JBQ season- not a problem- the games are at Idlewild and they are not that strict- so we may be doing both - this will be good for Marcus- at the soccer practices they had devotions with the kids- teach them sportmanship and having a Christian attitude- We are doing it with one of my firends from work and they live in Meadowpointe as well. So it will be nice- and plus it only runs 8 weeks- practice 1 night a week.

Tomorrow I have a coaches JBQ meeting in Lakeland after the sign up for soccer- busy Saturday so I am glad I worked on my Sunday School lesson and Jr Jam lesson through the week-

Marcus' week is not too bad for all the changes he has encountered- Still needs to work on staying on task at school- he can do it I knowhe can- One thing I am thankful for is he has not been aggressive at all this week- one step at a time- Ivery proud of this accomplishment- that is 4 weeks without excessive aggression- he is doing great.
They were suppose to take something in to share about himself- I sent some pictures of the animals and the day of the adoption plus a couple of books that tells about being adopted - one was written by Steven Curtis Chapman

Must get back to the cleaning and then lunch

My brain is tired

Thanks PD- my brain is tired so I am going to copy this and change my answers- but you never know I may have the same thing

What were you doing 10 years ago?
Getting ready to move to Tampa- I was getting out of Venice and pursuing my dream and getting my biology/zoology degree. Working with animals at one of the best vets in Venice- Jacaranda Animal Hospital- I learned so much from Dr R.

Heading up the bus ministry at Venice Assembly and dealing with challeging children- here is where the love for challenging children all started- Hi guys- miss you.

What were you going one year ago?
I was working on being a new mom to a 5 year old - dealing with his challenges. Dealing with a school that had no clue how to deal with him- Flying to Arizona to pass a certification that I worked so hard for- Teaching Youth Sunday School and loving every minute of it-Why did I not start that sooner?They taught me so much. Growing with God.

Five snacks you enjoy:
1) Potato chips and dip
2) Chocolate
3) Ice cream (chocolate peanut butter)
4) Cookies - chocolate chip
5) Potato Chips and Dip- I know it is there it is my weakness

What are five songs you know all the lyrics to?
I am not sure -I know I am a little tea pot- Jesus Loves Me- The B-I-B-L-E, one other favorite- yikes has fluttered from my brain- but we sang it over and over again on our 6 hour bus trip from Gaborone to Francistown - Ugh- That was the best trip ever .

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire
1) Pay off my mortgage

2) Buy a house with a yard- I love to to outside things- PD if you ever need help weeding call me- I find it relaxing- I know I am strange
3) Buy something special for those closest to me that I know they would not be able to have any other way unless someone blessed them. I know the people I have in mind
4) Go back to Botswana

5) Go on a vacation to the mountains

Five bad habits you have:
1) Stress/emotional eating.
2) attitude when things are getting rough

3) Putting off cleaning the house

4) Not riding my bike- I need to do it.
5) Forgetting to send birthday cards.

Five things you like doing
1) Teaching SS- I love it

2) Horseback riding-it is so relaxing- I do not get to do it

3) Going over to friends house
4) Taking care of animals - love it

5) Watching Marcus grow into a wonderful young man- slowly but growing

Five things you would never wear again
1) bell bottoms that are striped

2) Tight pants
3) majorette outfit

4) mascot outfit
5) I am sure there is something else but I can not think

Five favorite toys...
1) My computer
2) Camera

3) Marcus' drums

4) not sure 5) not sure

Stay with your class no matter what!!

Well today( yesterday)I received a phone call when we got home from Marcus' teacher. She wanted to let me know of a couple of things. 1st that she started the star program - where he earns stars for staying on task- if he earns 5 he gets to go see the AP for a special treat- I know he can earn all 8 so that is what I told him this morning.

He had a good lunch time and then decided he wanted to be where someone else was in line and decided to have his hands on that person- well he did not earn a star at that point and got upset.
(this looks like him huh?)

Well when he got upset he walked away from the class and his teacher had to find a place for the rest of the children and look for him- I was not happy when I heard this- with Marcus- we have talked about leaving his class when he is upset. Anyway she did find him in the clinic where he said he needed more medicine- he only gets it once at school and he already had it for the day.

Needless to say when I got off the phone we had a chat. He had to write some sentences about lying and a rule about staying with his teacher - I also had him write an apology note to the teacher saying he was sorry for leaving class and he will try to use his words when he is upset.

Oh I was not a happy camper- I said the school is big and you can not just take off- you scared your teacher and made me very upset that you would choose to leave your class without permission. I do not like it and this behavior is unaccepatble. What if someone was on campus (it is gated - thank you God for that protection) and they decided to take you ( for those of you reading this I have to be very real with him -if it offends you so sorry)? There could be a chance where I would never see you again and I would be very sad for a long time- that you could get hurt by that person- and still make me very sad- or you could choose to just stay with your teacher and work it out by using your words. UGH- We have this conversation quite often but it has been awhile.

So at dinner he prayed to have God help him make the good choices and I want to make the good choices- To help him listen and do what he is aked to do. I am glad he is now wanting to do the good choices- that is a step in the right direction.

He said he likes school and has fun with it. So this is good- he wants to learn. YEAH! He also told me he wants to be a Dr. , and astronaut, and a firefighter. I said you can do it-

Hoping he earns 8 stars today so he can get ice cream- and I found some ice cream he can have so yeah! Made from Soy and it is at Publix.

Speedy Gonzalez- picking things up- and wow we have accomplished GREAT THINGS

My son- likes to race other children when getting his schoolwork done- of course that leads to not being neat and accurate-
The teacher met me at the car today and I went oh no- but she said that he is picking up things and doing alright- they are going to do a reward chart for him- earn a sticker for certain times of the day and then be allowed to spend some fun time with the AP. I said okay-

Each day my mind eases a little- but I always feel on my guard of not knowing what to expect- I want to expect the best and not focus on the could this happen or that happen-it is hard sometimes- I struggle I need to try to overcome-

We together have come along way- and I want to look at the best- I tell him how proud I am of how he is doing and reiterate what he needs to work on. It is a daily process- it does get tiring but the outcome is so far from where we began.

In fact I was looking at write ups from about a year ago and the write ups from Kindercare - oh my- and even 10 month ago oh my- what leaps and bounds we have made. From scratching to biting to hitting to running from throwing fits and the list goes on- to mommy I made good choices today - I had one problem- I hit someone cause they hit me first (it use to be the other way) I used my words- I raised my hand- I need to work on being in my seat- he is seeing what he needs to work on- he calms himself down when he gets worked up- oh not all the time but most of the time- I continously reiterate - Marcus you are created to be kind-caring- compassionate- have self control- God created you to use your words- Speaking those words I am sure is where the change began- (Courageous Parenting- impacted me greatly)

So the boy is a sleep at 6 pm- he is exhausted and was grumpy on the way home- he asked to go to sleep- He has so much energy and then crasho.

I am proud of how well he is doing and I am sure we will have a few minor bumps in the road- but my how far we have come in 1 short year.

All is quiet

It seems so strange having the house so quiet- I can get a lot accomplished today- I have the A/c man coming by this AM to clean the coils and while they do that- I will be sorting through some paperwork that is piling up on my desk. Then tomoorrow I will tackle the scrapbooking area- I need to get somethings going for Marcus- I am so behind- just had not made time to start that - I have somethigs done- but I have a few baby pictures - not even baby they are close to when he was 1 - but I still will use them-
Then I have a ton for when he came into my life so-that is my projects for the week
Off work- and getting things done around the house. I can not believe how I have let the paperwork pile up- the evenings I am just wiped so now I will take the time to get those things done-

OKay I will be back later after school to give you the update on how it went- The AM went pretty well at his before care- I came home and watched him- no problems he played foos ball- Aunt Bekah watch out you may need to challenge him for CHAMPIONSHIP OF THE WORLD.
You see his Before and After school care is good- they can feed him a second breakfast- which he ate- they have foos ball- and best of it all I can watch him and see what he is doing- they have internet cameras- He knows they do.

So for today so far so good-
More later....

The first day of school - fantastic

The first day of school was a success- I am very thankful for everyone's prayers- for me the day was very nerve racking- I did not do a whole lot- and fortunately was off work- I took off work this week just in case- you know preventative type stuff-
I am so proud of him- he got in the car and said he had a great day- I said fabulous! then we got home and said I am clean - hallelujah I said and high 5ed him - then he said hallelujah- oh our God is a great big God - and if you could see me know I am glowing - smiling from ear to ear as I type this-
He was exhausted so he fell asleep pretty quick tonight- tomorrow we face the before program- I can watch online to see how he is doing so - I may stay for a few minutes and then leave. I will be picking him up from school- we are gradually getting to where it will be I drop him off at before care at 6:00 am and pick him up at 3:30 - we get home earlier- I am so glad we will have more time in the afternoon to hang out together- he has become such a joy to be around 90% of the time- come on he is a kid we all have our moments- I love him to pieces and I am beaming with pride- we have come so far- nanny nanny boo boo to that other school last year !! I know so childish- but hey they did not meet his needs.

The picture above is in front of our home- the picture below is his classroon

My words that I type -and the emotion I feel -I can not really tell anyone- how this day has made me feel- when I picked him up I did not know what to expect to hear- We faced our giants today and nothing is impossible for God- Pastor T you showed that movie right when I needed to see it. I need to watch it again.

Debating on what to write

Okay - first I was going to write how I was feeling today - I may still later but I decided to write about something else - teachers and how they can effect one's life-school staff and how they can effect one's life- student and parent.

I think I am being reflective today so bare with me-

A year ago Marcus started kindergarten- I thought the school I chose was for his best interest- but I was wrong - the website said all these great things about working through and small classrooms- even his psychologist thought it was a great idea. There were a couple of wonderful people who wanted to work with him and see him succeed and kept in contact with me- however when you observe and see what I saw- not just in his classroom but in the lunchroom as well- I am was very disappointed and dismayed at the system and how teachers do not know how to handle children from difficult situations- I learned a lot in the first month of last years school- that I had to fight for my child in all aspects and I took him out of that school and that was the best thing for him.

Now on to the happier side of the coin- I met some wonderful people that were willing to work with him ever so diligently and patiently- they have never dealt with a child with a background and other things he was dealing with - they wanted to give up- but we worked together and I know (they may not admit it) they have accomplished great things with Marcus- he felt loved and he trusted them - they did not give up on him like many before in his life-He is a changed individual- and I could not be more thankful for all there time- and energy (it takes a lot) I am so glad these wonderful people at R club has crossed our paths- in fact Ainsley goes to one of their schools in Clearwater- they are not just teachers and specialist they have become friends- You all are the best and remember you do make a difference in the children you teach- We have come so far-

We had a good day- a very good day- we went to Lori's for a cpuple hours and he was great-

okay I decided to write what else was on my mind-

I know I have written it a lot lately- but I am a little nervous about the 1st day of school- I am trying not to be but I am- I know he has come a long way from where we began last year- but the first day last year really has left a bad tast in my mouth- I know I should not go back there but this is a big step for him- not sure what else to say- say a little prayer for me so I am calm- I like the new school and the people there are very nice- and I have heard wonderful things about the school- I just am ansy- When we get through the first day I will be better

It's a Bittersweet Day today-

Today was the last day of summercamp -at Aberdeen- we have made it through- the school year and summer.
We are leaving some wonderful people- who learned and grew as Marcus grew- some of them had no idea how to handle a Marcus and sometimes they did not want to handle him- they pushed through they triumped and there is success.
He has come so far and a lot has to do with the perserverence of the staff of R club and Aberdeen. I can not thank them enough.

So it was sad to say goodbye- but we are moving on to a new chapter- one that I am praying is successful.
I know he can accomplish it- he just needs to tell him he can- Now we focus on Monday and what new challenges to face- right now -my tummy is a little unsettling.

We just got home from a friend of mine's daughters honor star crowning- he is tired- I am tired and pushing each others buttons- I am so glad today is over- I am emotionally spent- I am so glad we can sleep in tomorrow I know I need it.

Mommy I am scared-

Those were the words from my son's mouth as we headed in to his BIG new school-

I picked him up early from summercamp to go meet his teacher (again do not get me on the soap box about having things in the evening for us working folks)

So we are driving there and he falls asleep- good he will not be grumpy when we go-he wasn't-

but we get out of the car his eyes well up and he begins to cry- I asked what was wrong it is so big and there are lots of people here. I said I know - I know you are scared and it is okay- we will work together on this-

So we go in we- see the cafeteria - he puts his handprint on the wall- I pay for a spirit shirt and to join the PTA-I get his lunches paid for- We go to find his classroom- we meet his teacher- very nice - very nice- she asked some questions- The director of Marcus current school went with us- what a help she was- Thanks Sonya- She was able to tell the teacher what works at school and give her some pointers. One thing the teacher said to me was to relax- wow have I heard that before- I guess I am just a little intense with switching schools and not know what will happen the first week.

So we are leaving and we go see the big library and we meet up with the assistant prinicpal (we met last week- her and Marcus bonded over life savers) he was excited to see her and of course asked for the life savers- We were walking out and he said I like my new school- great we are doing good now.

So we get home we both take a nap- yeah for naps- we wake up and he plays quietly in his room reading and on his computer. I went upstairs to see how he was doing and have him try some clothes on - which they are too short- this boy grows like a weed. He had a look about him- What is wrong- I am scared mommy - it is so big my new school. I said it is okay to be scared and nervous and excited all at the same time- I know it is new- we will take it one day at a time- just talk to me talk to the teacher talk about it - so for those of you who are significant in his life and he calls- you may get a phone call- to help him through this next week.

I said we can talk to Chris tomorrow cause I bet he is feeling the same way cause he is going to a new school and it is big- he smiled and then said he was tired and fell asleep

So just pray for a calm- peaceful time for him when the beginning of the week starts- pray for him to be able to talk how he is feeling.

How many more days?

okay - I have had enough of school shopping, for supplies, for clothes. I have had enough paper filling out too- Between the before and after school program and the elementary school I have filled out my life history twice. okay well Marcus' life history. Plus all the additional information they need to know about his ADHD and PSTD. Foods to eat- history- adoption final papers and the list goes on and on.

The shopping is done- the paperwork is filled out- the orientation is tomorrow in the afternoon when I have to leave work early (okay do not get me on that one again) so we will meet his teacher and see where his classroom is and all the fun stuff of starting a school-

I know he will be on the angelfish team - I told him he was on that team because he needed to act like an angel.

the good thing about Sandpine

(however I missed it last year) he will be with the same teachers for 2 years- next year he will know his teacher before school is out. Please pray for him - his teachers - the staff so they have a wonderful 1st day on the 20th. I am a little nervous- past history for 1st day of school is still fresh in my mind.

The picture below is a picture of his before and after school program- I love the fact I can watch him via the internet to see how he is behaving. He knows I can see him - so I am hoping this will also help with the good behavior- I also love the fact I can be home in less then a minute from this program- I can walk and pick him up if I had too. Please remember him in your prayers the week of the 20th when he begins the new school year with several new things going on.

They grow up so fast-

This past weekend I helped get Chris ready to leave for Gainesville- he leaves this Friday-

It is hard to believe that he is going to be a freshman in college- it seems like yesterday he started kindergarten- yes I have known him that long.

Too look back and see how far this young man has come- he use to drive me crazy ok so sometimes he still does. I know he will accomplish anything he sets his mind to- he will be successful in all he does- he has been raised by a loving and caring family.

It seems so strange it seems like yesterday I taught him how to swim. again yes I have know him for forever- like a nephew sort of- he is just family.

I am proud of him and wish him the best in all he does- he he should know that if he needed anything I am a phone call away-

I will miss the boy-

Working things out in my mind

Okay I know it has been a few days- and I am so sorry not to keep you up-
This week has been busy with work, getting Marcus stuff with school, typing letters to new schools, cleaning the house- although I am not sure why I am trying to do a deep clean of the house I am off the week of the 20th from work.

Also, I have had something on my mind which I am not going to share here but will talk to some of you via email for some guidance.

Marcus has had another fabulous week of behavior- I am so proud of how he is coming a long and I truly believe it is a healing of G0d-

He wants to behave and he says he is thinking of good choices- we have had one minor incident at summercamp this week but he was provoked. we talked about it and he was going to work on it. I said great. I keep reminding him of how he was created.

I gave him the choice today for children's church or main service with me- he wants to come into service with me and be with me- how sweet- he is good in there so I have no problems with that and I love to listen to him sing.

Tired but I keep going

Today was a very tiring day- we had a meeting for the teachers last night for Christian Education and I had a great time- it is always nice to get out and spend some time with adults- I felt refreshed. ( A lot of times it is just Marcus and I and sometimes I just need adult time) he went with me but stayed in the other room with Savanna and watched TV- thanks Savanna

Today- was a busy day at work I was in surgery 7:30-4 - I love it but it is tiring.
Marcus had another good day today and when he does that he gets to choose who he wants to tell- He wanted to tell Mr Bernie, Uncle Adam and Uncle Stacy- He is so proud of himself when he does well at summercamp- I am too. He is learning how to handle situations. He walked away from someone trying to get him in trouble and all was good.

Of course now - I am meany mommy because of his choices he just chose to do.

It is going to be a long evening- but I have an online class I need to take from 8:30-10- do they not realize I am so very tired. Atleast it is the last class.

Cancel Cancel Cancel - as PD would say

Cancel Cancel Cancel- is what I told Marcus today- God is doing something wonderful in Marcus and the devil is trying take it back but I will not have it- no way no how- I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is working in his life and there is nothing that mean ole devil can do about it. You see Marcus took 5 steps forward this past week and 1 step back today in children's church and that proceeded to the rest of the day. I know it was not Marcus cause God did not create the boy to act the way he did today.

God spoke so tenderly to me today during praise and worship ( my favorite time in service) - Oh I love the messages too but there is just something about praise and worship that is so tender and so powerful at the sametime.

Allow me to share with you from my heart of what God spoke to me. I honestly have no idea what song we were singing -but I began to pray not for me-but for my son- I began by thanking God for the wonderful week we had and the best week ever- then I prayed for God to powerfully heal Marcus' mind. I want nothing for myself- I want my son to have a sound mind. As I prayed God spoke to me- last week is just the beginning - each week will follow even better-this will come-I am so thankful for God's words- I am so thankful for a healing Jesus. No one can touch Marcus like God can- I am so expecting His promise.

I left service with a calmness-then I get to children's church to find Marcus had to leave- but you know I did not get all uptight- he still did not listen - to me - we got in the car- when we were driving home- we talked it out-of course we did not talk long cause he fell asleep at I-275 and Bearss.
He came home and took a nap and I thought great he was tired we will work this through- not-
he was attitudinal, defiant, talking back- calling me names- all the while I was pretty calm- (God is good - He helps me to be calm more times then I can count).
So I went up to his room and said- cancel cancel cancel- God created you Marcus John Danielson to be kind, compassionate, caring and having self- control. You are not behaving as God created you-

We finished dinner- he went to bed and I prayed for him- I thanked God for the promise He made and I am standing firm on that. God will heal his mind- I know it - cause he said it- I have no doubt- it is happening now this week this month- God will finish the healing of Marcus - I claim it I expect it- I anticipate it- so this day I am not dismayed over cause we serve a great big God and He does not break His promises.

Our God is A Great Big God- By Nigel Hemming, Jo Hemming

Our God is a great big God

Our God is a great big God

Our God is a great big God

And He holds us in His hands

He's higher than a skyscraper

He's deeper than a submarine

He's wider than the universe

And beyond my wildest dreams

He's known me and He's loved me

Since before the world began

How wonderful to be a part of God's amazing plan

Indoor Basketball Anyone?

Well- Uncle Adam and Aunt Brenda got Marcus a hoop that goes over the door for his birthday and last night was the first time he played it- I got a ball that will not hurt anything - oh we have a ball that goes with it - I guess I was just procrastinating with blowing it up-

Oh my goodness was Marcus hilariously funny- we played for about 15 minutes before bedtime and I laughed so hard- Marcus laughed so hard- between the dog and Marcus I am not sure who had more fun. You see Isaac thinks he is air bud and tries to play- not so well cause he steals the ball-

So Uncle Adam and Aunt Brenda thank you-it was a blast.

It kinda reminded me of the days when the Plecko Clan played in there house whether it be in the garage or the basement.

Miracles do happen

This by far has been the best behavior week ever- I mean ever- minor issues (minus the meltdown this evening- overtired) but all in all a fabulous week- my stress level dropped -ahh- Miracles do happen- keep speaking the positive- he will take hold of it. Marcus will realize the person who God has created-

God is so good-I am so appreciative of this week- wow- I have kept reiterating how God created Marcus to be kind and gentle, etc. over and over- even with the minor issues I reiterated it- yes maam I know God created me to be kind- I am sorry mommy I will listen better- music to my ears-

I am so pleased- I am beaming as I write this because really this has been the best week ever- I am not sure how much you all realize how much I want to emphasize this. EVER! BEST WEEK EVER-!!!

My hope is welling up- Oh I have seen changes before and they are continous but for a whole week this is wonderful this is wonderful- Do you all realize what kind of week this has been? A wonderful -great behavior week- GOD is a GOD of miracles. I will take this week and we will have another great week next week- I am full of hope. and relief- SIGH! He can do it! I knew he could- I am so very proud of him and he knows it - I have said it so much to him this week and he just beams- Postive in Positive Out!!!

I want to Hug Jesus-

I forgot to write this - but it deserves its own blog

Last night I had Marcus in with me for praise and worship- I love it when he chooses to do that-I love to hear him sing to Jesus-

Anyway- we get all done- Pastor Larry says his prayer and I look and Marcus is crying - I thought he was upset cause he had not gone to Royal Rangers yet- no it was not that at all.


He said I want to see Jesus and Hug Him- oh childlike faith is so precious.

Plus I think God is really working on Marcus' heart and mind- he is different this week- I love you mommy he says more then ever and he apologizes on his own when he makes bad choices-

Schools -and working parents

Okay I hope I do not offend anyone - I am just going to go off on my little tangent for a few minutes so I can get off my chest.

Why is that the school systems have to have everything during the day- registration- orientation, etc. Working parents single or married- it makes it difficult to do when you work-

I know family is first- however- sometimes the careers we have may not be able to accomadate those types of scheduling and I understand teachers and principals and support staff have families too.

In the course of the next 2 weeks I need to take off 1 whole day ( I know it does not sound like much- but we have surgeries and I am trying to work around that) just to get Marcus registered and to meet his teacher- not to mention I have been trying to set up an appointment to speak with the prinicpal and the ESE program director to just inform them of Marcus' behavior and how we can work together.

Whew! okay I am done.

Side note for today- Marcus has had a pretty good week- at summercamp and home- tonight has been a little bumpy but I think he is tired - it is the end of the week.

School starts on the 20th - I am worn out- trying to get all the information I need to switch schools and start the year off right-

I already have the school supplies- thanks to grannie and pa paw- they are the best- and some new school clothes again thanks grannie and papaw.

I am not sure if you all get worn out by the start of a school year but I sure am- I just want to make people aware of the behaviors Marcus could potentially do, inform, educate, wears me out- But that is what you do to make things successful for him and everyone else.