it takes time

this time I did not want to rush into any decisions with out carefully thinking and praying about it- forget about what I like but what would be best for Marcus- loud colorful always on the go classrooms or a quiet home setting where he can be a helper. hmm I have talked to a few people and they have encouraged me- the one thing is I do not want to set him up for failure again-it is a bit ridiculous when we have had 9 child cares in a little over 3 years.
I am not trying to set him up to fail- but to succeed- I am honest with whomever watches him-
Its a learning curve for everyone-
I am praying for an answer- I hopefully will have a decision by tomorrow.