3months yesterday

well 3 months yesterday our lives were forever changed- its been a bit of a ride- from Marcus being so angry and not talking to him talking like crazy and not stopping- (not complaining)
from him not coping to him realizing he needs to cope- meds are great and love the fact we found the right combination- but he has to know coping skills for life and so glad he is learning- although the majority of them he was taught before and i think for me this is a bit frustrating cause I worked hard at making sure i worked with him- i guess with multiple therapy sessions and constantly everyday working on the same thing it is finally clicking-
the song "find your wings" is so much more precious to me because I do believe that God is making him whole and opening his mind for the plan God has for him whether it be an Olympic athlete (mom's dream for him :) ), a teacher, someone in the military, a police officer and the list goes on. I will be proud of what ever he chooses to do for us to get through what we have gotten through - God is going to use him- I do believe to reach other kids like him-

so here are the words to the song- i think of them often and they mean more to me know then they did 5 years ago

Mark Harris - Find Your Wings

It's only for a moment
You are mine to hold The plans that heavens has for you
Will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I'll pray
For all that you might do
But most of all I want to know
You're walking in the truth
And if I never told you
I want you to know
That as I watch you grow

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings

May passion be the wind
That leads you through your days
And may conviction keep your strong
Guide you on your way
May there be many moments
That make your life so sweet
Oh but more than memories

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings

It's not living
If you don't reach for the sky
I'll have tears as you take off
But I'll cheer as you fly

I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings