lets see- i saw M on saturday in which it was suppose to be family day but it was postponed but did not know that so I was able to hang out with him for a little bit- he tends to talk more when he has something to fidget with in his hands
as of today well minus today he had 13 days of no restraints- which is amazing-
tomorrow he has earned a first pass- it is only for an hour and half - just enough for me for the first outing- honest i am a little hmm- not nervous but cautious-about tomorrow it will be the first time out and about for both of us-
for me- this week i have been a little off not sure why- i have not worked out all week and need to - the last day i did was sunday- time to regroup again- i think it is just a matter of me missing marcus- hey i am a mom and regardless of how tough things had gotten i miss him - oh i know he is where he needs to be but it is ok to miss him-
well i will let you know how it goes we are going to a fancy restaurant - McDs for chicken nuggets and a smoothie-
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