Not focused

Ok so over the last few weeks off and on Marcus has not been focused in a variety of places- asking him what is going on nothing- well there is something going on- he misses his grannie- completely understand that- so we talked this morning and he said he will write in his journal and talk more- i told him he was not a lone- that I miss mom as well-  i wish i could take his hurt away and wish I could take back time but I can not- we think about her we miss her and wish she was here to watch all that is going on- I know it is all a part of the process but still not liking it and I know it will get better and then get worse - I know it is part of life and we will get through -