why? we are doing a fast at church and devotionals we read from our pastor daily- marcus asks for them everyday- i am so proud of him-
we talked about burdens tonight and how we do not know what others carry- so true- i thought back a few years and thought i carried a lot with marcus' behaviors no one but God, myself, and marcus truly know how hard it was how tiring or should i say exhausting it was- so glad God took that burden -
we talked about listening to what God has for us and taken that time just to listen and not be busy all the time- listening is good- i have been listening during this fast- a lot-
as i was driving home i did get somewhat reflective not sure why- and am realizing my son is growing up- oye i wish he was 4 again to make it all right earlier in our familiness instead of taking 6 years for him to be ok- i know i know it allworked out why go back - not regreting what happened just would have done it sooner- so he could have enjoyed his younger years earlier. its ok though- if i was being honest right now in this moment i wish he was a little guy again just for a brief time- he has matured so much and has accomplished so much - makes me so proud-
so he has made me proud once again
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