my life is forever changed

i never would have realized how my life would have been changed with Marcus leaving for 5 months - well multiple things have changed but i truly realize what a gift it was for him to be gone- oh that may have sound harsh but he needed to leave in order for God to touch us both- He has in many ways - one way he has touched me is the fact I look at being a mom so differently- our children are so precious and i am so blessed to be a mom- to be chosen to be a mom- i love Marcus today more then when he left- unconditional love is amazing and words can not express how a child that was not born from me has so much of an impact on my life- he is my son and I love him so much- he is so precious to me