Feeling a little overwhelmed

ok between work and home life - feeling a little overwhelmed right now- we are getting ready for construction at work- and it is changing how we do things- I know it is for a short time but it has just caused some miscombobulation- at home Marcus is going through this cycle of misbehavior - just wish it would be done-
I know all of this too shall pass- keep us in your prayers for it to pass- pray especially for work that all goes smoothly in the next few weeks- pray that Marcus ways change for the better

ahh the joys of motherhood

so this week has been fun - with Marcus getting a referral and having his student of the month taken away- then issues in the morning on Wednesday and then another referral today- it has been fun. then to top it off I have a cold- and still have to be mom and get everything that is needed to get done- yes the joys of motherhood

Speak to Me

I posted this on my facebook page and my pastor replied Hi - of course I replied back with Thanks- not exactly who I was talking to though :)- and then his reply -Then you should have been specific... so I replied back-ahh yes I should have...how is this- God speak to me and give me wisdom and direction. So his reply-Wisdom= Ice CreamDirection= Take Meadowpointe Blvd to Bruce B Downs turn left. Go to Bruesters and turn left. Get Ice Cream. Take Bruce B Downs north to Wesley Chapel Blvd. Turn left. Go to Lexington Oaks Blvd turn right follow to spectacular bid , etc.....then my reply-LOL- thanks that is not exactly the type of directions I was looking....

My pastor was right I was not specific about who I wanted to speak to me- I wish direction from God was that simple- and that easy to hear- or is it? or am I just not hearing what I want to-not listening long enough- want to go on to the next thing to accomplish more-I accomplished goals in my life that i have set up with pray always involved- and now what goals do I have what goals does God want me to have - that is where I am so that is why I want God to speak to me- more then ever-

I do have one thing that keeps tugging at my heart and it is be a stay at home mom a working stay at home mom that is- single mom staying at home- ok that has to be a miracle of God for that to happen.

Still seeking Him and what He wants for us- Just want to know - I know I need to trust Him- He has never failed.

Our God is a Great Big God

Do we know this- He holds us in His hands- no matter how big or small we are- He is holding us
He is Great- and can handle anything we have to share with Him- He loves us no matter what- He has amazing plans for each of us- Hold on to dreams He has placed in your heart- I know it is hard at times to know what is happening but keep praying keep pressing in- keep that dream close to your heart- I know what it is all about- the dreams I wrote about 2 years ago are just now beginning to occur-

so glad its Friday

yes this week has been a bumpy one between work and home- whew- thankful have a great team at work and awesome church family to show their radical love Wednesday when Marcus was having issues- hopefully he is learning -mom means business- day by day is how we go- today was a good day-
tomorrow is a busy one- sorta- Marcus has track practice and while he is there - I will clean the house- then off to Lowes to get some plants or something for the front yard- i love working outside in my little front yard when I can- I have to work on the porch and the back patio and clean it up -plus work on childrens church Wii kids class - all is good- plus Sunday School lesson busy day tomorrow- oh boy - well I will get organized first thing in the AM- maybe I will get somethings done before practice I am sure I will be up early

have you ever felt

like not wanting to clean your house- or make the bed- or do the dishes- or cook-
well me that is how I am lately- tired of doing it all- Marcus helps but so wish there was someone else to come in and clean- and organize- I am pretty organized but there are days where I am like why why do I need to clean up and such- or make dinner-
I just want to be able to chill out and not have to be concerned about what I am going to make for dinner- or how the laundry is going to get done- can I tweak my nose and it all just get done-
clean out the porch or front yard-
after getting up at 5 am every morning- working all day and then coming home I do not feel like getting anything else done-
I think once I get it done I will be happier- one day at a time one thing at a time- seriously though- right now I wish it would just get done on its own.

One Son -

Pastor Larry showed this in a meeting I was at tonight and I wanted to share it with you- We have a father in heaven who sent His son to die as a sacrifice for all- whether it be that you are selfish- a drug addict - an alcoholic- a murder- a single parent- a divorced couple - a widower-
He thought of you and me when He made this sacrifice- Let us never forget how much God loves us to send us His only son

have you ever been in a.....

mood- well that is how I have been for the past week- just a status quo- mode- not the normal for me- and right now just can not shake it for some reason-
things have happened- I got my ceritification done for counseling- I have my new website up and going- i turned another year older- what is next? and maybe that is why I am in a Funky mood- I am not sure what God has next- waiting on Him to speak to me