my life our story

sometimes i wonder why i put myself through something- trying to educate myself for my family and ended up getting ridiculed and hurt- so i have learned i will not do that again (this is the second time- i will not do it a third time)

i need to live my life for us - sorry it does not work out that way for all- but it works for m and i and we have a very open relationship about his past and how he is doing and when ever he wants to discuss it - i am there for him-

there for him regardless-

anyway off that soap box-

here are some pictures of our trip

now you see why i wanted to stay -

I am back

ok so i know its been a while but things were happening in my neck of the woods- started my support group for behaviorally challenged children - well actually there parents - next meeting July 8th

but the main thing going on was vacation and taking Marcus out west to see my Uncle Dave and Aunt Cheryl- in Wyoming and having some difficulty getting back to the normal life of Wesley Chapel. miss the view and my uncle ( we have a great relationship- always have even though he is 2000 miles away).
call me crazy but as i was going through the trails out there i guess the overwhelming beauty caught up with me- i teared up and was like thank you God for this amazing beauty- words can not express the beauty that was out there- and they see it everyday. can not wait to go back again sooner rather then later and learned a bit while i was out there about how to enjoy each day and to live life to the fullest each of your days. miss my family out there like crazy and looking forward to starting to do things around here and live each day to the fullest-

my plans- seeing dad more , biking trails in Florida- enjoying our surroundings, exercising with M more and maybe just maybe do a 5k or a triathlon with him- eating better- one day at a time and it begins today. making time for extended family and for marcus and I.

tomorrow i will post wyoming pictures