Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Happy Bday-and then some

Happy Bday to my grandpa who would have been 98 today- hope you are proud of your grandkids and all of what they have accomplished-

Ok so I am working on a project in which is a passion of mine, what is it? educating parents-child ministry workers the importance of knowing your children- I can not wait to teach it somewhere- I have learned a lot over the last several months and want others to be educated on what I have learned- it took my child leaving for all this to occur and that is fine- would not want to do it again but I have gained a lot and want to share it and help others- oh i am not perfect and still learning - but hey I have come so far-

We shall see where God leads us to go

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Adjustment phase

Ok I think Marcus is adjusting back to home life just fine- mommy however has to relearn how to be a full time mom again- today was a little hectic with getting him up- breakfast- off to camp- going to school for paperwork and picking him up for Drs appointment- I left the appointment with a headache-
we came home he did school work I took a nap and he is still going-
I have thoughts running through my head- all good just adjusting for me - you know cause he is not the same kid- and that is a good thing- so glad I took 2 weeks of so I could get use to being a full time mom again-
Gotta love this adjustment - it is a good tired- not complaining

Sunday, July 3, 2011

my life is forever changed

i never would have realized how my life would have been changed with Marcus leaving for 5 months - well multiple things have changed but i truly realize what a gift it was for him to be gone- oh that may have sound harsh but he needed to leave in order for God to touch us both- He has in many ways - one way he has touched me is the fact I look at being a mom so differently- our children are so precious and i am so blessed to be a mom- to be chosen to be a mom- i love Marcus today more then when he left- unconditional love is amazing and words can not express how a child that was not born from me has so much of an impact on my life- he is my son and I love him so much- he is so precious to me

Saturday, July 2, 2011

the joy of having your son home

he is home and not going anywhere-so glad-we set expectations and goals and conseqences a good and bad- we got all the laundry done and put away- he helped whenever asked- we just chilled and did the normal weekend thing-
now when it comes to Monday - that will be the testing day-

I am so very proud of my son- and so amazed at the transformation in his life- if not but for God- we would not be where we are at today

Friday, July 1, 2011

MY SON IS COMING HOME!


Today is the day - I have waited for - for 5 months- my child is coming home- I am so blessed and learned a lot over the last 5 months and so glad I am reunited forever with Marcus- our lives will never be the same

EXTRA EXTRA!!!